a light bulb in the dirt

I fail at taking pictures of myself

Thu, 08 Oct 2009 06:44:06 GMT

FREAKY.

this world is BEAUTIFUL~!

Mon, 05 Oct 2009 05:21:01 GMT

Can't complain about anything. Everything's peachy keen. And this video is damn funny:

this will last - I SWEAR!

Fri, 28 Aug 2009 09:41:04 GMT

I may have ~~failed~~ my Japanese test, but. . .
I feel like I can conquer the world now!

I got light-headed there

Tue, 11 Aug 2009 10:36:27 GMT

lots o' boys

Mon, 10 Aug 2009 08:11:29 GMT

Well my interview went very well! I must say, I did my very best, so I’m happy. It was one of those group interviews. I’d never done one before, but I like them a lot more than the one-on-one interviews. It was a little comforting—sitting in a circle with a bunch of people who were just as eager and nervous as I was. ^^’

There were around 15 of us, and after the interview, two other girls as well as myself got called aside. Apparently we stood out, because the interviewer said we were up for consideration. I wanted to do back flips! So in a few weeks, I’ll find out if I got the job or not. :-/ I can’t wait.

I got a lot done this week. I paid my class fees, did an assessment test—I destroyed the reading and English parts so I don’t have to take any of those classes, and I moved up a math class! Whee! Now I’m not in basic math anymore! LOL!

My Uncle died on Tuesday. I was in shock for a few days there, but now the realization’s finally settling in, and. . . I don’t know, it’s hard. The funeral’s next Thursday, so my parents and I have to head out of town on Wednesday. He’s been cremated, which I think is good—I don’t want anyone’s last memory of him being in a coffin. I don’t care how much make-up they put on someone, a dead person looks dead.

/Sigh.

He was a cool Uncle, very mellow and kind. I will miss him.

On a lighter note: I’ve decided to write a shōjo-ai (girl’s love) story! Yaoi gets so much love, and exposure. Besides—it’s a nice change/challenge for me. So far the rough chapters are coming out nicely. Very slice-of-life with unrestrained, intense, “head-case” characters [much like my other stories] :’D

And now: some. . . SUPER JUNIOR!!!

Uuhwhuooo~! There’s so many of them! But I like Leeteuk and Han Geng the best! <3

No sleep for the. . . sleepy

Sun, 09 Aug 2009 12:35:58 GMT

Job interview today, but I haven't slept a wink.

Oh God, oh God. I really want to work there. I really want to work at Kohl's. -___-"

I think I'll go relax. Interview isn't until 4:30pm, it's only [checks] 5:30am. Goodness me!

QAQ this. is. awful. I'm going to walk in as a zombie. MUST. SLEEP. GAH~! XU

/sobs.

Damn you summer! Damn youuuuu~! /shakes fist in the air

Korean music video post

Thu, 06 Aug 2009 08:06:42 GMT

Current MVs I enjoy: MC Mong, Koyote.

Bug Bites

Sun, 02 Aug 2009 05:40:42 GMT

I’ve never been bitten by an insect before. But now my legs are completely covered with bug bites.

Eck.

This will cheer me up:

DELETE IT!!!

Sat, 01 Aug 2009 11:40:11 GMT

WTF is up with my last post?!

. . . psycho.

I was looking over my deviant art account and WHOOEEE! I need to clean it up. I haven’t updated it with anything decent in like. . . ever. And now I’m completely distracted with Y!Gallery. Yum. What the hell was I talking about? Oh yeah, my DA account. I tried making a new one, but ehhh~ such a pain in the ass. I’m half-tempted to delete the whole thing. But like, all those faves and comments. . . [thinks] No I probably will delete it. If I really want another one I’ll just make a new one in the far distant future. For now, I am content with my y-gal account. Any art I create will just be posted on my C9 art blog I suppose.

[a few minutes later]
I CAN’T DO IT! I’m such a pussy. U_U"

Remington Wet 2 Straight 2" Hair Straightener

Fri, 31 Jul 2009 06:28:33 GMT

Let me tell you about the Remington Wet 2 Straight 2" Hair Straightener. For serious.

Although quite heavy on the wallet [around $32] this straightener’s got it going on! It has these special little vents which allow you to use it on wet or damp hair. I’ve heard a lot of complaints about the steam burning people’s hands, but so far this has never happened to me. Perhaps it is because I actually keep my fingers away from the steam vents. >_>“ /ahem

High-tech and sturdy, with a special cord that moves around easily! Huzzah.
Now I have lots of thick, unruly hair and this baby can tame it. Albeit with a little hair serum. . .

The point is: give this mo-fo a try! Or don't. I’m not trying to force anyone or anything. <_<"

Gah! Freaky Man!

Wed, 29 Jul 2009 06:57:31 GMT

Ho Shit~! M. Night Shyamalan's website gives me the willies!

No really, check it out!

pill popping, lazy day

Wed, 29 Jul 2009 03:29:12 GMT

Ah man. Applying for school this semester has been pretty nerve-racking. I guess it’s because I tried applying to two schools at once, and add that with the lack of income... Yeesh!

I just want to get jr. college over and done with. I want to move to San Francisco, I want to get the hell out of Downey. Sure, I’ll miss my friends, but that’s why there's email, cell phones and instant messaging. U_U"

But ah well, I’ll go with the flow and make the best of it.

Goals!
- Get my driver’s license. I’m going to be 20 soon, so this is a little pathetic.
- Get a job~! [see above]

Now: Attempt the process of cooking Hamburger Helper! Eeee.

hours of fun to be had there~! XD

Sat, 25 Jul 2009 08:05:14 GMT

/SNORTS

BFEIYRWRGT387FDGX8~!

Fri, 24 Jul 2009 08:52:33 GMT

Dang it! Damn it! Darn it!

For a while there I finally got my friggin sleeping pattern back on track and then BAM! It’s hello insomnia!!!

/sigh

There’s only one thing to do: stay up all night and busy, busy, busy my ass till nightfall rolls around again.

/sigh

Damn fall semester isn’t coming up quick enough.

another list of crap that's happened

Fri, 24 Jul 2009 03:14:27 GMT

Ah, it’s been a while!
I was thinking about giving my LJ up, but I’ve come so far with it, and it has grown on me <3

What’s new? Plenty. But I feel a list (as always) captures these events beautifully. Plus there’s really no need to go into detail. Hohoh.

Found out my Uncle has lung cancer /sigh :-[
Pop won $6,000 on a dollar slot machine!
Got a PSP /drools
Spent a week in San Francisco and checked out the Academy of Art University!
Started running
Got a converter box after a month of no TV
Got a new, used car. An Audi
Enrolled into another school, so starting Fall semester I will be attending two schools, huzzah
Tried online dating and found it embarrassing and a little creepy. It is NOT for me
Went to Anime Expo with my BFF
Made a y-gallery account

Annnd. . . that’s all that comes to mind.

Now?
I created a new art blog community with my friend see?
And I’m thinking of dying my hair a dark ash blonde. No more black hair for meeee; it’s getting old :-/
Also, I can’t get my damn eyebrow piercing back in! XU

Still nothing awesome to post

Thu, 23 Jul 2009 09:47:46 GMT

Very nice ^~^

I'm Baaaack!!! sort of

Sun, 21 Jun 2009 13:12:39 GMT

Well I got a new battery for my notebook a while ago, and still I have not updated with anything new.
So. . . expect a new [real] post soon. Eheheheeh

I shall be back!

Sun, 10 May 2009 18:13:19 GMT

I feel like I’ve been neglecting my poor LJ. Which I kind of have :-/
So until I get a new battery for my laptop, my Twitter shall provide random quips about my life.

Weird Weather

Sat, 25 Apr 2009 00:29:29 GMT

I need a new battery for my laptop. That is all.

I'm An Asshole

Tue, 31 Mar 2009 06:40:40 GMT

Hahahahahaha: Funny!

40 percent

Sat, 28 Mar 2009 04:40:08 GMT

The notion of death has always been this very abstract thing.
Yet it surrounds us all, and we don’t even bat an eyelash. The grief one is stricken with is surreal. You realize then, that death is this creeping force. It blindly chooses, and it blindly strikes. And when stricken it’s intense. It’s so intense, that your mind goes numb, while your heart painfully pounds the blood through your neck. I wish I could make the pain go away, not for me, but for those whom are within the proximity of the blow. The center of the trauma. All we can do is pray—hope. Truly hope. To leave it in the hands of a higher, more cosmic influence. We are all at its mercy. We must accept this and push forward.

. . . . .

To leave on a lighter note:
This TV dinner is incredibly cute.

1st haircut. but not mine!

Fri, 27 Mar 2009 06:18:10 GMT

My niece Jaycen (yes, she is a girl) got her first haircut today.

Her hair was very long, as you can see.

I think she looks better with shorter hair. She has the face for it.

How very cute.

my spam is filled with porn

Wed, 25 Mar 2009 03:28:08 GMT

Augh. My migraines are getting worse and worse. I can’t keep on like this. For serious, sheesh! In other news I’ve made some new goals for myself:

More drawing (a web comic’s brewing, maybe one page a week?)
More writing
More running (maybe everyday instead of just three times a week?)
More. . . Hmmm, that’s all I can think of.

Well, that’s good enough to start with!

Anyhow, I think I might try getting a job at the mall. A store’s opening up there, and I’m hoping to snatch up a position. If not, then oh well, some other time. But better yet! If I can get my hands on a vehicle, I can then pimp myself for an internship somewhere. I’m willing to do work for free, that is, if it’ll benefit me in the long run.

I’m also still hopelessly in love. Damnit. And it grows, and grows, and grows. . . yet leads nowhere.

I am now officially a member of Phi Theta Kappa. Whoohoo~!

I’ve been studying to convert to Judaism. This is a good thing.

Twitter has stolen my attention from LJ

Fri, 20 Mar 2009 09:13:50 GMT

^ This is what I've been working on. The anatomy's wonky though.

Also I seem to have caught a serious cold.

I'm on a boat

Wed, 11 Mar 2009 03:57:12 GMT